Walking when it's hard to breathe
I just got back from a swim to try and reset myself from my latest walk, two days ago. As well as my right knee getting more and more painful, I’ve had some unusual pains recently – the hitching on the right-hand side seems to be affecting my ribs which despite two osteopathy appointments won’t crack back into place. So my ribs are sticking into my diaphragm which is making it hard to breathe.
May is #NationalWalkingMonth and on Friday I walked the 7.5 miles (12K) from Harting Down to Cocking Hill, which takes my total so far to 35 miles. I’m trying to walk 100 miles of the South Downs Way to raise awareness of Hip Dysplasia (DDH) – a condition I was born with – and raise money for a small charity called Steps who support children and adults often newly-diagnosed with the condition.
It was actually a perfect day for walking; very light
drizzle so not too hot, but not so wet you have to wrap up in lots of clothing
or be careful not to slip. I think one
of the reasons my body is hurting is because life has been a bit stressful
recently. And like all of us, I tend to
hold that stress in my body and it finds the weak spots. And anxiety also makes it harder to breathe.
Of course, stopping and breathing is a great way to relieve
anxiety. It’s the fundamental basis of
Yoga and many forms of meditation - connecting body and mind. And so, my walk on Friday was a workout for
both.
I started where I left off at the top of Harting Down. I’d caught a cab from where I was going to
finish, as I knew that today I’d have to take my time. Not least because I’d forgotten my poles so I
was having to do it unaided.
This walk was a lovely one, I’d highly recommend it for
people looking for a good day walk.
There was so much variation of scenery and of nature. Vast grassland atop chalky hills led quickly
into woodland of all types – some deciduous, some evergreen. Paths that went through sheep-studded farmland
suddenly turned into tracks through flowery meadows. From the top of the hills you can see the
Isle of Wight (although again I picked a day that was a bit misty so alas not
that far from me). But it was still
spectacular as you can see from the gallery. What was fantastic about this walk was that
this amazing British countryside seemed to change mood every half an hour as it
changed landscape. And each change gave
me the chance to stop and breathe. And
having to stop and breathe more in turn gave me more time to take in my
surroundings. In short, I was more
present.
I almost didn’t go walking that day. I’d wanted to book two days but due to an
event at Goodwood, polo near Cocking and a local village fete all in the same
weekend, finding accommodation anywhere except the most expensive hotels was
impossible. But somewhere inside I knew
I needed it. Time to be. To walk. To
breathe. And to recognise that whatever I go through, I’m strong enough to face
it.
As always I met some lovely people along the route. Usually they’re passing me as they’re
obviously faster - and everyone stops and says hello. It’s common to share why we’re walking and
how we’re doing ‘The Way’. I met a couple
who were doing a series of day trips around visiting family, another who saw me
panting at the top of a hill and said “more South Ups and Downs Way isn’t
it?!” And a man towards the end of the
route who was walking the whole thing in 8 days for his holiday, and we talked
about the mental health benefits of walking alone.
In terms of pace my fitbit was tracking about 18 minutes per
kilometre instead of my usual 12. It was
less that my walking pace had slowed but the fact that I kept stopping and breathing. And it turned out that was just the obstacle
I needed to get the most out of this walk.
Jill Pringle is walking the South Downs Way to raise money for Steps Charity – because not everyone can take walking for granted. You can donate here and help families who are newly diagnosed with conditions like hip dysplasia, which Jill was born with in 1971.
An early Spring in my Steps…
I've taken a break from walking the South Downs Way for the last four months. Today I decided to spring into action and get back on the trail from Buriton to Harting Down.
Whilst I’m sure I missed some breath-taking views of the South Downs in Winter, I have learned that snow and ice don’t go so well with hip-dysplasia (DDH). The tricky mechanics of keeping myself on my feet tend to disappear if I can’t get a grip on the ground. I become one of those penguins that shuffles slowly along trying to hold an egg on its feet. Let’s just say it would have taken a while…!
My Dad (who I have written about so often
in this blog) died just six weeks ago and of course I’m missing him so much
right now. Being in the countryside always
makes me feel close to Dad because he loved it so much. I talked at his funeral about how much he
loved the moors of the Peak District, his time living at Lockerbrook Farm as a warden for
the WoodCraft Folk, and the work they do to encourage young people to get outdoors
and learn to work in harmony with nature and each other.
So over the last four weeks I’ve been waiting eagerly for ‘Spring’
- a sign that the weather had permanently picked up and that ‘perfect’ day to get
out there again. Of course, predicting
the British weather is about as futile as trying to predict whether my knee or neck
or ribs will hurt more or less on any given day. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes it rains. So today I decided to stop waiting and just
start walking again.
At 4.5 miles it was a shorter walk than some of the other ‘legs’. It takes my total so far to 29 miles and I’ve challenged myself to walk the full 100 miles to Eastbourne by October this year to raise awareness of hip dysplasia.
It was amazing to be back out there. I had forgotten how good this walk is for me –
for my mind, for my soul and for my body.
I started by dropping the car at Harting Down where a local taxi company picked me up and drove me
to Buriton, which is where I left off in November. It’s important for me to walk every step of
the way in sequence – to do it ‘right’.
Something else my Dad taught me.
The taxi driver waved me off with the cash from his last fare – just one
of the kind donations to Steps
Charity I’ve had so far to support people who are born with lower leg
conditions like mine.
Today’s walk took me along the ridge of the Downs, through
pretty woodland and lots of hedgerows.
Everything had that early Spring feel about it – a fresh start. It had rained in the morning but lightly. There were lambs in the fields. The birds
tweeted calmly, the air smelled fresh and there was a gentle breeze in the many
trees. Being up high gave me amazing views
over the whole valley, lush green fields punctuated by occasional farms, cottages
and villages.
I’m glad I stopped waiting and started walking. I found the spring in my Step I was looking
for and ready to walk again. Turns out
it was that perfect day after all.